Saturday, July 31, 2010


I've been bombarded with questions, and here are my final say..


* Yup, i AM PREGNANT!

* Yes, there is hot bun in my oven! kekeke..

* Hmmm.. tak syak lagi Aidan nak dapat adik..

* Yer, the second one is coming..

* Ha ah, Aidan akan jadi big 'bro!'.. :P


Hehehe.. Thanks everyone who shows concern to know the status of my 'oven' now.. Kekeke.. Yup, i am pregnant, for the second time.. Alhamdulillah.. The 3 of us are blessed with unconditional love and affection from Yang Esa..

Rezeki namanya, and we shall embrace and appreciate each moment now.. Ketentuan Allah and Kebesarannya, tak ternilai hebat! I am all bersyukur @ thankful to Him.. Bila fikir2 balik, how blessed i am to be chosen, to be a mom again.. 'Ooooh, i must have done something right.. Alhamdulillah..'

I understand bila ada yang terkejut and memang tak terkata apa, once i bgtau the news.. Yup, baru last year kahwin, and terus dapat Aidan, and this year, again? Aidan baru nak masuk 11 months.. :) How i can put this is that, memang it is also a surprise for me and hubby, like seriously surprise.. But it is one NICE, BLESSED SURPRISE.. And for sure, i am open- heartedly to accept it.. Lucky me, i dah nak masuk 2 orang.. Bila fikir2kan my friends yang belum dapat sorang pun lagi cahaya mata, i pray so hard for them too.. You know who you are guys, i will always pray for you.. :) That's why i rasa bersalah if i ada rasa yang this is too early and what not, sebab dah ditentukan Allah, and ada lagi yang mengharap di luar sana.. So, memang kena embrace this, full heartedly, and bersyukur..

Actually, perasaan nervous semacam tuh, biasalah.. Fikirkan whether i am fit and capable enough to handle both later? But fikir2, naper i nak fikirkan all those things now.. Alangkah bahagia and indahnya to experience it later, and it is one nice ride what! I am all ready for the adventure (with one hand, holding daddy's hand la! kekekeke).. Hopefully, this time it will be a normal delivery, so that i can feel the real pain in giving birth, so, kalau later anak2 nakal, rasa memang berbaloi nak marah sket2.. Hahaha.. No lah, for me to realize, and ada kesedaran diri, saper kita kat dunia ni, appreciate life, our mother, and ofcoz the most important thing, kebesaran Allah yang tiada nilainya..

Anak pun punca rezeki keluarga.. A little bit overwhelming, sebab tak fully plan about this.. But, hubby said, anak2 lah rezeki kita, and Allah takkan sia2kan kita.. Everything is going to be fine.. Bergenang air mata hati bila fikirkan semua ni.. Bukan apa, kalau kita dalam keadaan lebih bersedia, kerja akan lebih senang.. Fikirkan education plan Aidan pun baru jer nak start, insurance, nak pindah rumah this week, bla bla bla.. Physically i am fit, but mentally, masih lagi dalam keadaan 'yer ker ni?'.. Hehehe.. So, apa lagi, i have 9 months to settlekan semua keje yang tergendala.. Alhamdulillah, this week dah start pindah barang, and next week, nak siapkan Aidan's nyer things lak.. Baru kita focus on what's coming next.. Nasib baik rumah pun dah boleh masuk, buat i pregnant masa tengah renovate rumah, huhuhu.. memang dugaan la kan?? Ngan tak boleh pindah masuk lagi, kena selalu pantau rumah lagi, hormone yang ofcoz menguji lagi, sickness yang makin menjadi2.. Hahahaha! Ketentuan Allah hebat kan? Timing baik nyer!.. :) Alhamdulillah..

So, this time around i feel a little bit stronger than the first pregnancy.. Maybe sebab adanya Aidan.. He keeps me strong, sebab he still depends on me pun.. Itu yang buat i jadi lebih kuat, mungkin juga sebab i baru masuk.. minggu ke-6? Kekekeke! Harap2 it will remain like this sampai la March 23rd later.. Hehehe.. Yup, i am expecting a child on that day, 3 days before my very birthday! Geng mak ni!! Aidan pun sama bulan ngan daddy.. Tapi Aidan geng dua2, mummy and daddy.. Hahahaha!

Persoalannya, should i tukar my blog to something else?? Or should i remain 'Mummy's Qalif Aidan??' Hmmmmm.. What if later, the bro or the sister tanya i, naper tak buat blog for them, separately from the brother??' Hahaha.. Jauh mummy fikir.. :P So, i decided to change the title to something that represent us, as a family.. So, saper2 anak mak, yang nak baca later, boleh baca dari mula.. Cerita from our bro Aidan to yang kicik sekali later.. Okay?? Hehehe..

I am praying for a girl, tapi if Allah says my next is a hero, i accept it with love.. Gender is not the big issue, i just hope for my baby, to be safe, healthy, cukup syaratnya, segak rupa paras, montel cikit, gebu2 gitu, seorang yang berilmu, calm and at ease jer, and kesayangannya hanyalah pada Allah, ibu bapanya, adik beradiknya, keluarganya, sahabat handainya, dan ada sense of appreciation about life.. And sedar the real worth in life itu apa.. InsyaAllah.. :)

So my darling, just like what i updated your brother on his journey to this so- called life..

The first day we knew that we are going to have you : July 25th 2010

Confirmation date : July 30th 2010, Klinik Ajwa Shah Alam


* Please check your first letter, the moment we knew that we're having you.. Our feeling, and hope.. Check it out in your baby record's book..

Final Q's..


Is it going to be..


'Baby E'



or

'Baby N'?


Either one.. I love you! :)

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