Cool stuff!

This is sooo 'cool'.. :) I gotta work and at the same time, helping daddy at home, taking care of Aidan.. Thanks to the webcam.. Mummy tgk2 kan Aidan tido kat atas, sambil do my typing and stuff, and daddy can happily do his work kat bawah rumah, with one hand holding the phone (just in case, the kicik wakes up, i need to call him like ASAP).. hehehe.. Super cute!

Yup, daddy stayed at home today to take care of our dearest boy, since Opah and my other siblings in Shah Alam went for a short holiday in PD for 2 nights.. :) And Aidan will be seeing his Opah back, on Friday.. Gee is there in Shah Alam, but mummy and daddy prefer to leave him there, when Opah is around.. :) Aidan misses his Opah already! :)

p/s: Thank you and sorry daddy, for not being able to help you with the kiddo.. Nanti mummy balik terus okay?? This is awesome, to work and at the same time tgk Aidan tido.. Missing him so baddddd.. :( Macam nak balik and tido sebelah dia jer.. Hehehe.. :P

My last goodbye!

I just got a call from my sis.. Happy pun happy, sedih pun sedih.. Hahaha.. Dok emo sorang2 kat depan lappy nih.. Huhuhu.. Serba salah sungguh.. Tapi mengenangkan yang bakal tiba, ooooh, kenalah sacrifice apa yang patut.. Kasih ibu tuh tak ternilai harganya.. Mungkin yang lebih baik akan menjelmaaaaaaa..

Dok memberontak jer dalam hati ni.. Tak terkira nak menjerit.. Hahaha.. Pastu nak gelak puas2, bukan suka, bukan duka.. Haiii, tak tau nak kata apa lagi dah.. END!

p/s: Thanks Kak Chik! Ati, it suits you well.. Achu sayang sgt2 tau.. Jaga elok2 kay?? *Huhuhuhu! Thanks for the support!

Daddy's and Mummy's birthday present!

Hmmm, macam2 kan nak post kat blog.. Hahaha.. mood datang nak menaip jer.. Bukan cerita ceriti yang penting2 sangat, sajer jer jot down something buat kenangan.. Hehehe.. Currently ada di office, baru lepas buat satu task, and now rehat kejap sebab hujung2 tahun ni tak banyak keje, but kalau duduk saja pun letih, betul tak? Hehehe..

Tadi lepas i post jer my latest entry tuk my dear friend, Zura, i saw our Daisypath, and it stated there yang Daddy and Mummy's nyer anniversary is just around the corner.. Dah tak sampai sebulan.. Oh my, cepatnyer.. We are going to hit our 2 years anniversary.. Hehehe.. More or less, another 2 weeks and 3 days jer lagi before our anniversary.. :)

Yup, 2 years dah and 2 years gak macam2 jadi, hehehe.. yang best, tak berapa nak best, hehehe.. Tapi apa2 pun, dalam 2 tahun ni gak, kitorang dah nak dapat 2 orang anak.. Yer, laju kan?? Yup, i am in shocked too, sebenarnyer.. Hehehe.. But rezeki kitorang adalah anak2, and semoga anak2 ini akan jadi anak2 yang soleh, and ada rasa tanggungjawab pada keluarga, and society.. InsyaAllah and Amin.. :)

Okay, back to my topic.. Last year, mummy tak dapat nak prepare daddy apa2 for his birthday party.. I was in my pantang.. :) But i did give him happiness in being a daddy to Muhammad Khalif Aidan.. :) Daddy's birthday is on the 30th of September, and Aidan's is on the 13th of September.. There goes your birthday present daddy.. Your own flesh and blood that you can call 'son'.. :)

And for this year, daddy terus kata 'oooh, i pun dah ada hadiah untuk u.. hehehe.. H insyaAllah will be delivered in March, same goes with my birthday.. Her EDD should be on the 23rd, but Dr said maybe gak on the 26th.. Huhuhu.. (If 26th, sama lah ngan mummy, and every year leh celebrate together! How sweet).. :) so, that's my present for you'.. :) Okie dokie daddy.. :) Thanks.. Hehehe.. Tuh pun hadiah from me to myself.. Hahaha.. My new bundle of joy! :)

Okay, jimat! :P Kekeke..

P/s: Gambar2 kenangan mummy and Aunty Lin.. She captured these pics for mummy.. :) I wasn't that in love with the gown, but gown tuh dah ada dalam package, so we figured better use it gak, at least for snap2.. :) Gambar banyak gerak2, sebab kitorang guna camera biasa jer.. Bukan yang pro tuh, but i love the sentimental part of all, my dear friend, yang captured that true moment, when i expect beautiful things and the best in my marriage.. Oooh, gambar personal so, bukan ala2 pengantin baru kay? Ni memang tak control ayu.. Hehehe.. Miss my chicas moments.. :)

When he was just a few months old.. :)



His second time photoshoot in the studio.. :) Oohhh, our raya pics.. :)

Thanks Neat Lee and Laili !! The 3 of us just can't wait for Sunday to arrive.. Mummy tolong excited untuk Aidan.. :) and i'm looking forward for my prenatal shoots as well.. :) You guys are so awesome, and Aidan is one lucky boy to have such 'cool' aunties.. :) - Taken from my FB.. :)

Snap.. snap !!

Yeahhh, today mummy received good news from Achik Ieta, as she told me that Laili and herself would help us 'snap snap' Aidan's 1 year old, and mummy's prenatal pictures.. Hoorraaayy!! :) Yup, it's gonna be this Sunday! Yeepee yay yay!!

Okay, at first mummy thought of asking Uncle Shafiq jer snap2 kan gambar Aidan, and i would prefer for it to be a little bit formal, and few yang casual ofcoz.. Formal is the close up version- macam gambar untuk school magazine or passport like that.. Hahaha.. Yup, i know it's kinda hard to snap Aidan's picture in sitting position, sebab knowing this little fella, mesti dia nak ke sana and ke sini.. Huhuhu.. But yes, for casual ones, you can do almost anything, my dear.. :)

Uncle Shafiq memang dah janji nak snap mummy's prenatal pictures but i would love to see Achik and Aunty Laili's version dulu, sebab tak nak lah susahkan Uncle Shafiq.. Yup, one nice guy.. But Achik and Aunty Laili pun baik, nak tolong.. Hehehe.. Nak KFC ker Achik?? Kekekeke.. Aktiviti sesaja kitorang ngan Achik.. Okay lah, wait for the pictures kay?? Hopefully dapat upload together with Aidan nyer birthday party pictures.. Yup, still ada kat Achik.. Need to ask her to bring la later, takut tak tersave untuk kenangan.. Hehehehe..

p.s : After i told daddy about the photoshoot session with his adik, he told me that he could snap some of mummy and Dan Dan's pictures as well.. Hmmm.. I gues he misses doing potography.. Yup, it used to be one of his passions.. :) Okaylah daddy, you shall snap our pictures, and for sure we can't wait to see the final results.. Hmmmmm.. ** Dad, why don't you pursuit photography seriously then?? *Wink2 ;P

Helping hands.. I am truly thankful to you.. :( / :)

I've been up, i've been down, i've been up and down again, but you guys always support me, and never give up on me.. I am thankful to all of you, and i am sorry for troubling you.. Life works in a mysterious way, and i am afraid sometimes, really.. Really, really afraid.. If only i know what is in store for me, then it would be different.. Thank you again, and i love every one of you, and may Allah bless you, love you and be with you.. :/

Thanks for choosing to be with me during both my hard and good times, and i treasure them all.. Not to worry, this pregnancy is really easy on me.. :)

P/s: Opah, tak nak sedih2 lagi, okay?? Kalau Opah sedih, mummy pun sedih.. Okay? Thanks for the support.. We love you! :(

One sooooooo.. not nice dream! :).. Stray cat.. Cute cotton fabrics!

Happy Sunday, guys.. Well, pagi2 lagi bangun with perasaan yang tak berapa nak best, sebab smalam i had a very bad dream.. Nauzubillah, minta simpang la apa2 yang tak baik jadi to all of us.. :( Mimpi mainan tido, as i reminded myself.. But in my dream, 'that' person was like giving me a reminder about that not so nice thing thingy, yang dalam mimpi tu, macam bakal terjadi.. Ya Allah, no no no.. I am praying for everything to be just fine.. Mungkin juga due to my uncertain feelings right now.. Hmmm.. 1001 perasaan.. Well, adakah sebab pembawakan, atau memang situation yang bagi i have these not so nice feelings, like always! Ergggg.. Hmmmm.. Atau pun my body is screaming 'tired' with my pregnancy, daily activities, work, etc2.. Yup, last nite, i couldn't even lift myself up sendiri, once i duduk or baring.. Ofcoz siang tuh with aktiviti wajib mengemas rumah, nahhhh, malam baru terasa.. Huhuhu..

But apa2 pun, pagi2 i had a nice breakfast, with Aidan yang cute mute sorang tuh, teruja tengok 'cat', and panggil 'cat2'.. Yer, quite surprise, sebab selama ni, Aidan just tgk cat dalam tv.. Jarang sgt secara live! Hahaha.. Bila mummy tunjuk and said 'cat', this little fella, terus- terusan panggil 'cat2'! banyak2 kali.. Hahaha.. Great my baby, you are learning so fast now.. Alhamdulillah.. Atau adakah mungkin Aidan nampak kucing belakang umah Achik, masa Gee dok sembang2 ngan jiran belakang?? Hahahaha.. :P

Now, waiting for all to get ready, nak ke Kamdar.. Yup, that's the place i wanna be now.. Nak dapatkan cotton fabric murah2, for the kids wall decor.. Yup, the hoops decor, tak abis2 lagi.. Hopefully, by tonight ker, mummy dah boleh habiskan dan gantung di nursery AH or AN.. :) Yes, something that i love to do, and i find peace doing all these.. Hehehe..

Okay lah, later once the hoops are ready, i will snap some pictures, kay? :)) *wink2!

Missing my Pak! :(

Seating alone in Starbucks (hmmmm, the only place here that has wifi).. Alone.. Hmmm, they are playing this one nice song, old song, cabaret songs.. I am feeling calm, at ease..

A lot of things that i am thinking now, about life, love, future and past.. :) How i wish i could turn back time, and maybe this time i choose to go back to my childhood days.. Have my arwah father with me, pay extra attention to him, my mom and my family (my sisters and brothers).. Be a good daughter to him and my mom.. Always pray for them, be with them, love them more.. Rasa macam tak pernah cukup rasa sayang pada both of them, walaupun i love them soooo much, unconditionally..

My late father was a strict man, but deep inside, apa2 jer yang dia advice or said was actually true, and for the best of his kids.. Tapi those days, i tak really nampak 'why, and why again' my dad said no to this and no to that! If he was here today, i know he would still be overprotective towards his daughters.. And he won't let you drown.. That's for sure.. 'Ohhhh pak, how i miss you!' :(

I come from a big family of 12, and being the youngest, everything is quite easy, sebab dari kecil lagi my sisters and brothers help those yang masih sekolah ni.. Baju raya, baju sekolah, buku2.. How i thank them all.. But, masa tuh, tau pakai jer, and excited every year, nak tgk baju apa my sister, Aishah bought me.. Yup, never question, naper beli this baju and that, or tak pernah tak suka what i got.. In short, i just love what she got me, every year.. But now, i just don't know how to pay her back.. Up until now, she would help us all, saper2 adik dia yang in need.. One beautiful person inside and out..

Alhamdulillah, i love all my siblings, and yes, there are times yang masing2 with own point of view, but eventually, everything is back to normal again.. Air yang dicincang, takkan putus.. Adik beradik, takkan putus.. We care about each other in our own way.. Some of my sisters bukan jenis direct bertanya, but they do the thinking part, discuss and the rest would do the talking. Yup, they do care.. I do care to listen and so the rest of us.. :) Ya Allah, thank you for letting me part of my family now, and there's no word to describe this feeling i have inside for each one of them..

Single times, married now, teach me a lot about life, and i am sure, whatever happened today has it's reasons, and the reason is for me to be near Him, and accept what He decided for me with an open arms, and insyaAllah, something bigger or better awaits me in the future.. I don't know.. Not material things, but maybe i would feel more content, complete, happy, peaceful, and calm.. And maybe be blessed with more children! Hahaha.. Yup, 2 would be enough for this coming 10 years kot.. Hahaha.. Kidding! Whatever it is, i will start this journey of my life today, with Alhamdulillah, and InsyaAllah, one day, one sweet day, i will smile, and smile, sampai you can see a smile on my face, smile with my eyes (as Tyra Bank's always say in ANTM! hahaha) and smile with my liver (yup, this one i got from Eat, Pray and Love- love JRoberts, super stunning lady).. :)

InsyaAllah.. :)

p/s: Pak, i miss you! (al- fatihah)

This time with Zach, it's all about Pokemon.. Hehehe.. Alang did get him a set of Pokemon collections of 40, and i got him only 3! Hahaha.. It's okay Zach, i'll make sure you get a lot more before you off back to AZ.. Ngeeeee!! :P

They have grown up, and i feel so old!

Great, he called me 'Ateh' when my so- called pangkat is actually 'achu or Maksu'! Hehehe.. This is so funny, really.. I was referring to Zach, my nephew who came back for a 2 months holiday here, from Arizona.. In stead of calling me by the right title, he went all the way with confidence, calling me Ateh - Ateh is his mother's title.. Huhuhu.. So, me- Ateh it is.. :)

Zach came back with my sister and his sweet pinky cheek sister, Hannah aka Yaya.. We didn't see each other for 2 years now, and gosh! both of them are already BIG in size, and i could see changes from the way they speak, interact, and see things.. They are all grown up, and i miss their 'manja2' time.. Huhuhu.. Seeing my sister also is something that i am grateful for, not that we didn't communicate at all when they were in AZ, but it sure is different, to be able to see her here, and to know that she is doing so well, in health, physical, mental, and spiritual.. Just great!

Yesterday also was the first time that my sister got the chance to see Aidan, face to face, and her first reaction was' Anak Cina mana ni?' which is not something new to me, and i love this anak cina so mucho chucho.. Hahaha.. Nak gak selit.. :P Aidan being Aidan, the friendly baby, didn't really mind being lifted up by any new faces that he met, and i just love the concept of 'getting along' with other people, and cry2 each time he sees mummy is a BIG NO NO!

So, the feeling of missing my sister and her kids has not fully faded away just yet, and my understanding hubby decided to stay for few more days here.. Yeepee! Thanks hubby! Mmmuaxx!!

* Looking forward for our outings to the zoo and stuff, and also coming June's family holiday to PD, all the anak Pak Mat's and family! Yeahhh!!

**** Welcoming my new friend, Lissa.. A new blogger mummy, with the same taste on things, same ideas, and hobbies.. :)) Hoorrayyyy!!

Zachyyyy!! :)

Hannah Banana, Soraya Papaya.. As she called herself.. :)

Our Ateh Basharah.. We love her dearly.. :)

P/s: Welcome home guys.. :)

My cute, adorable nephew and niece.. Zachariah and Hannah.. :) helping the mother, i supposed?? :)

One fine project with our little one!

For mummies with kiddos, you might wanna try this.. One nice mummy- son, or mummy- daughter quality time together2.. :))

I just can't wait for my Aidan to grow big, with his big chef hat, bley try out, baking this yummy cookies.. :)